seshirawolf

its sad that I say I come back to deviantart and then some odd months later I forget to log on for another some odd months later, life has just been kicking my ass.
from working to trying to finish so many paintings and drawings to trying to successfully create my costume for my local renaissance festival, and still make time for friends family and my boyfriend and even cleaning and cooking to feed myself,i have so many adoptables I got that I want to start drawing but I cant get myself to because none of my other projects are finished yet while I still feel compelled to buy more. 
MEH

My wisdom teeth have been removed today, heres to a week of agonizing mouth pain!

I still have adoptables open!!!!!!!

just a few more days until Halloween and I don't have a plan for my biggest most detailed makeup look yet! 
ive been doing some glam looks here and there and today I did something really eye catching (don't worry I will upload them all here!) 
I spent 5 and a half hours on my look today and I cant wait to show it to you all!!!
anyways if anyone has any ideas or maybe you want to see a specific look or even something small and I can piece together a look combining all sorts of ideas! I really need some inspiration right now (my boyfriend is no help to me)
after Halloween I will be celebrating my birthday and after the stress of putting together a Halloween themed birthday party for myself and probably getting drunk *hehe* I will have a lot more time to put my mind into my sketches which I am super exited for because I have literally so many new characters to draw up I have to get caught up to them all!
side note: I keep rambling (ill be surprised if you even read all of this) because I like the keyboard im tying on it just feels so....satisfying to say the least *HAHA*

I tend to get really frustrated when Im just not motivated to draw since its the one thing I want to do most. im not making excuses but working two jobs on top of cleaning and cooking at home and finding the time for myself is just hard to do, and whats worse is when I do get that free time I just want to catch up on sleep,or I have an event that I need to prepare for in advance. I guess I would be open to suggestions on how to train myself to get back on track, in the meantime I could post makeup looks I do for work and Halloween related looks since its that time of year (and because I work for my local spirit Halloween and Sephora)
im planning on being a core member when I can spare the money to buy it, when I do that ill have albums for all my makeup looks, photography and even my cats